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tOts to ponder..

"As much as I would want to share every complicated thought that runs through my head, I believe speech does not permit me to do so. Writing it down perhaps may help me come up with a good approximation."

Finally... Wednesday, May 14, 2008 |

Been thinking real hard lately about what I want to do for the rest of my life (see related post) that would give me that ultimate happiness. And just like a bullet straight at my head, i found out what.

I WANT TO BE PLAYING MUSIC FOR THE LORD.

Realized this just a while ago. And thinking about it now, maybe last night's talk with my friends at church (re: rekindling the flame of our praise team) paved the way for this realization. And maybe my accidental discovery of Hillsong's multiply page announcing their concert on the 26th contributed to this eureka moment too. Wow, I feel like I'm really being pointed to a clear direction now.

It's feels different now that I finally know what it is that i REALLY want to do. Not enough words to describe how much awed I am right now. Just three words: God is truly amazing! (Ok, make that four words.)

I love music. And I love the Lord. So why not?! Ü

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