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tOts to ponder..

"As much as I would want to share every complicated thought that runs through my head, I believe speech does not permit me to do so. Writing it down perhaps may help me come up with a good approximation."

Solitude

Hi.

I know you enjoy experimenting on the different routes you can take going home.
Even if you are unsure where the tricycle/fx stop is.
Even if you have to walk really long walks just to get to the proper loading stations.
Even if you can't sleep through the journey home because you have to be awake to know exactly where you can have yourself dropped off.
Even if it's more costly than the normal bus-bus route..

Because there are things about your "experiment" that bring you satisfaction.
The long walks through unfamiliar places which are more to you like explorations.
The sense of anonymity that you have with those unfamiliar places.
The chance to just listen to music during the ride home while peering at the window to survey the [again] unfamiliar route..

I know you enjoy those moments when you are alone. And I completely understand. Of course. I am you.

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  • Blogger Richelle says so:
    6:47 PM  

    Binasa ko to through google reader, so I cannot see your labels. I had theurge to comment, "You're on OT mode again." Natawa ko pagclick ko sa link it is indeed labeled "OT mode" haha!

    An OT post for an OT moment. hehe. top

  • Blogger Ishmael F. Ahab says so:
    4:27 PM  

    The way you are,
    The way I am,
    Observed clearly have something in similar,
    I love my my solitude,
    Of the long walks that I did,
    My voyage to unfimiliar places....

    Ahhhh! Pangit ko talaga mag-compose ng poem.
    Anyway, ganda ng tula. He he he.

    Galing. top

  • Blogger decaf says so:
    5:17 PM  

    thanks ishmael!

    curious lang ako, engg ka kasi. anong course (better yet org, hehe)mo?

    at pano ka napadpad sa page ko?

    curious lang. hehe. top