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tOts to ponder..

"As much as I would want to share every complicated thought that runs through my head, I believe speech does not permit me to do so. Writing it down perhaps may help me come up with a good approximation."

i cannot imagine myself being stuck with that kind of person for at least 2 more years

Lately i've been thinking a lot about my job and the frustations that come along with "unmet" expectations.

I was fooled into thinking that I would be mentored by someone who has the skill of, well, mentoring. But now, having just 8 months of "experience", I now see that we're on this training not with a mentor, but with a CHALLENGE.

Early on this so-called training, we already had a glimpse of what it'll be like. But, being new, we knew better than to jump into conclusions that early. We rationalized things, seeing the "positive efforts" that come after "negative situations".

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There will never be any valid reason for anyone to snap at people in front of other people, even if the person you are snapping at is someone of lower, say, authority [which I think makes it even more no-no].

I dread the day that I would be the subject of such humiliating situation. But I dread even more the day that I would lose my enthusiasm to work just because of such people, because honestly, as early as now I'm already quite bothered.

And I still have 2 more years to endure this state.

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  • Blogger Richelle says so:
    11:24 PM  

    uy ang sad naman. nakakawalang gana nga. top

  • Blogger this_is_me says so:
    3:32 AM  

    what if sa marriage naman. mas sad. imagine.. mas matagal yun. -->wala yata akong sense

    -rob top

  • Blogger decaf says so:
    5:51 PM  

    haha, natawa ko sa pambabara mo sa sarili mo rob.

    i think marriage is a much much more serious matter for you to be frustrated with in the end. saklap nun sobra kung ganun.

    bakit rob, may plans ka na?! ;P top