A year ago you told me your equilibrium was perturbed by some incidents you really weren't expecting. I completely understood what you meant, I too am undergoing that life-changing thinking sessions you are talking about. But you didn't pay much attention to yours. Maybe that's why you find it harder to handle now. I once heard from a TV series (or a movie, or maybe read in a book, whatever) that the first step to moving on is acceptance. Of the facts, as they are. You need to accept that yes, people change. And that includes me and you. Only then will you be able to think what steps you should take next.

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Congratulations, though I'm not quite sure if that is a reason to celebrate at all. You managed to get through the first stage. But to be honest, I am not 100% happy for you.. Not that I don't want you to experience the happiness you're feeling right now. It's just that I know that it's risky, you might be so happy now but you may end up getting really hurt. And that's what I don't want to see.